My mom was a single mother with four girls. Growing up, I remember feeling loved and happy. I remember feeling like we could conquer the world if we wanted to. My mom always tried to make me feel happy and comfortable. She never wanted me to know her struggles.
But I could tell. I know she felt alone a lot of the time. I could see it. I could tell when she was tired from working two jobs everyday. I noticed when she would cry and say something was in her eye. I noticed when there was just enough food so she would say she wasn't hungry so we could get full.
My mom has always been my hero. She always made sure we were okay even if she was broken in the inside. I wanted to help her. I wanted to help her be less tired. And less worried. I would always ask my mom "if you take care of us, who's taking care of you?" And she would reply "God."
My faith has always been so strong because of that answer. My mom always made me feel like life couldn't be hard forever because God always has great plans for us. We just needed to be patient.
When we moved into the apartments where Ian and Ruthie lived, I didnt think much of it. But our lives were going to change for the better. This is where Presencia came into my family's life. My mom was so happy I was finally getting the help I needed for school work since she could never help me because of the language barrier.
My mom was so grateful with Presencia and would always say "God put the right people in our lives." She would try to help once a month with snacks and juice boxes for all the kids. She would always remind me "if God gives you abundance, use it to bless others." She says she's proud that her daughters get to give back to the community they grew up in.
Now that I'm a mom I can see how hard it is. But also how beautiful it is to see your child grow in front of you.
Over the years I've grown to have a relationship with Presencia's parents. I think it is a blessing that they let us be apart of their kids lives and theirs. I have had heart to heart conversations with some and have felt the pain they have gone through. I know how hard it is, but I'm grateful we can be here for support.
Happy Mother's Day!
Wanda Islas
Program Director